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Olivia Laing

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    feeling of the singing of the real world, as one is driven by loneliness and silence from the habitable world.
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    Privacy has been breached, but it doesn’t make the woman any less alone, exposed in her burning chamber.
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    commitments to tether me in place
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    swift apprehension of loneliness
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    marvellous things have emerged from the lonely city: things forged in loneliness, but also things that function to redeem it.
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    I found myself adrift, stunned by the swift arrival and even swifter departure of everything I thought I lacked.
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    I didn’t cry often, but once I couldn’t get the blinds closed and then I did. It seemed too awful, I suppose, the idea that anyone could peer over and get a glimpse of me, eating cereal standing up or combing over emails, my face illuminated by the laptop’s glare.
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    The revelation of loneliness, the omnipresent, unanswerable feeling that I was in a state of lack, that I didn’t have what people were supposed to, and that this was down to some grave and no doubt externally unmistakable failing in my person: all this had quickened lately, the unwelcome consequence of being so summarily dismissed.
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    Under normal circumstances, I don’t suppose any of this would have provoked more than idle curiosity, but that autumn wasn’t normal. Almost as soon as I arrived, I was aware of a gathering anxiety around the question of visibility. I wanted to be seen, taken in and accepted, the way one is by a lover’s approving gaze. At the same time I felt dangerously exposed, wary of judgement, particularly in situations where being alone felt awkward or wrong, where I was surrounded by couples or groups.
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    In the absence of love, I found myself clinging hopelessly to the city itself: the repeating tapestry of psychics and bodegas, the bump and grind of traffic,
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