Being a mentally unstable person with very strong sentimental feelings towards living is hard, even the smallest things can give you deep tingling motions in your stomach. It makes your emotion overpower you until… you don’t wish to continue your life, as you can’t accept good things but they are flashing away when you get older, you can’t freeze time or keep it in your hugs forever. But, why do the scars stay? Not the physical ones, as the pain fades away despite it might look ugly. But the scars that are left in our heart, where the pain sometimes comes whenever it wants. The only thing I don’t want to keep, but the pain from it wishes to stay. Why can’t the good memories empower the scars? So that my body can soothe in the endorphins from the good memories I had, and I can go through my days without realizing people did hurt me before. Which is why revenge exists. In this black and white of mine is the journey on how I find ways to be one with forgiveness and peace. So, we don’t live in a world full of revenge just for one’s satisfaction. As what cliché always says, real revenge is your self-improvement, which only includes your own efforts and mature growth. Is that easy?
