In My Colourless World

Book Description: In MY colourless world
By. Asher Kazengeza
In MY colourless world is not a cry for pity—it’s a meditation on presence, longing, and the quiet dignity of staying when everything inside you aches to leave. This book is a deeply personal, emotionally resonant journey through the grayscale spaces of human connection: the almosts, the unfinished, the misunderstood, and the beautifully unresolved.
Written with poetic precision and raw vulnerability, Dr. Asher Kazengeza invites readers into a world where silence is sacred, and colour is not defined by brightness but by emotional truth. Each chapter is a vignette—sometimes a whisper, sometimes a storm—exploring the tension between what we feel and what we dare to say. It’s a book for those who have loved without certainty, who have stood at the edge of goodbye and chosen instead to honour what remains.
At its heart, In MY colourless world is a love letter to emotional maturity. It doesn’t chase closure; it listens for it. It doesn’t demand reciprocation; it offers presence. Through lyrical prose and grounded reflection, Asher paints a portrait of a man who refuses to let disappointment turn him bitter, who finds beauty in the ache of unanswered questions, and who believes that dignity is not in being chosen, but in choosing to care anyway.
The book moves between poetic monologues, quiet dialogues, and moments of stark honesty. It explores themes of romantic ambiguity, emotional boundaries, and the courage to speak even when your voice shakes. Readers will find themselves in the tension between friendship and romance, in the quiet grief of missed timing, and in the gentle power of showing up without expectation.
What makes this book extraordinary is its refusal to dramatize pain. Instead, it dignifies it. Asher’s writing is emotionally intelligent, visually evocative, and deeply respectful of the people who inhabit his world—even those who remain distant or silent. He doesn’t write to win hearts; he writes to honour them. And in doing so, he creates a space where readers can breathe, reflect, and feel seen.
In MY colourless world is ideal for anyone navigating the complexities of love, loss, and emotional growth. It’s for the ones who write messages they never send, who rehearse conversations that never happen, and who find meaning in the quiet act of caring without needing to be understood. It’s not a guidebook—it’s a companion. One that sits beside you in the grey and says, “You’re not alone.”
Whether you’re a poet, a romantic, a quiet soul seeking clarity, or someone simply trying to make peace with the past, this book will meet you where you are. It doesn’t promise resolution. It offers something braver: presence