“I’m not Lowe’s mate. Whatever leverage you think you have, it’s not—”
“Is she not, Lowe?” Father asks, suddenly louder. He’s still holding my eyes. “Your mate?”
I stare back, waiting for Lowe’s answer, waiting to see the disappointment in my father’s eyes. Hoping it’ll make the one I experienced earlier tonight less bitter. But time ticks on by. And Lowe’s reply just temporizes, hangs back, hesitates, and never comes.
When I turn to him, he’s at once blank and profoundly, indelibly sad.
“Tell him,” I order. But he still doesn’t speak, and it feels like a
slap to my face. My lungs seize, and suddenly I cannot breathe. “Tell him the truth,” I whisper to him.
Lowe runs his tongue over the inside of his cheek, and then presses his lips together in a small, sad smile.
Something inside me trembles.