Flexibility is a fragile thing. Even in the freest of places, ideological ways of thinking are terrifyingly alluring. Our predictive brains seek out rules, logics, and habits that can organize ourselves and others. It is a constant struggle to shun black-and-white thinking in favor of seeing all the shades of gray. Remaining in the liminal spaces of ambiguity is an arduous Sisyphean task—always demanding our attention, rarely allowing moments of rest.
In conditions of oppression, tyranny, or precarity, these demands can be even higher. If ideological restrictions are strong and powerful, it can be exceptionally difficult to resist, mentally or publicly.